Cherry Moon Jam Session


Underneath the cherry moon

Mental connection

Afro-reflection

Budding affection

Coco-God

Subliminal thoughts

Poetic imagery

Captivity

Seeking a special divinity

Coltrane infects you and me

Buck-naked verses

My capacity to keep quiet

Lost

Underneath the cherry moon

Sure of one shore

Distance of love miles

Creating a plane ride

Over the rainbows

To a puddle of forever

Memories

Cherished

Pleasure un-deniable

Incantation

Past the dark skies

And blue oceans

Smooth motions

Euphoria love

Underneath the cherry moon

Washing my hair

River of forever

Fully dressed

Spontaneity diving

Together chance taking

Immerging as one

Footsteps on past loves

Leaving traces of toe prints

Shaped like my soul

Yours hold my everything

Wishing for a foul-leafed clover

Three is not enough

Naming our seed Seven

Divided into nothing

Whole

Underneath the cherry moon

Finding a peace

Understood by no one

Slowly escaping life’s insanity

Underneath the cherry moon

I found me

Beneath you

Underneath the cherry moon

I fell in love with you


Erica Denise Dunlap 1-12-04
News at 9

Mental Prostitution
Lines the constitution
Using woman’s intuition
Watching an execution
Disagreeing with revolution
Awarded retribution
Before we start a revolution
Capture you in an institution
Caught in straight jackets
Harboring sex packets
Causing all kinds of racket
Stealing denim jeans
Sex crazed teens
On NBC erotic scenes
Depending on machines
Eating mixed greens
Last don or queens
Stealing quick
Quick to trick
Trick or treat
Treat disease
Disease plagues
Plagues stay
Stay protected
Protected and served
Served up lies
Lies in my life
Life of indiscretion
Indiscretion of a wife
Wife hurting her husband
Husband finds solace
Solace in another her
Her man is in jail
Jail holds black souls
Souls that run cold
Cold eyes don’t see
See what America has come to be.

Erica Denise Dunlap 11-11-03
Lonely World

Open thighs
As she lays and cries
On a cold table alone
Other rooms filled with moans
Desolate silence hurts her ears
As she wonders if her mind is made up
Thinking of what she was giving up
Overcome with guilt
She tries to block out the sound
Roaring machines
Sterile environment
Her mind wonders off to that special place
She longs for a taste of innocence
Jumping rope on the sidewalk
Dancing with her hula-hoop
Playing dress up in momma’s heels
Scratching the wood floor with her jacks
Watermelon on the front porch
Candy lady visits
Through her eyelids she silently screams
As she is told to relax
Pains in her back
Knees grow weak
The process is almost complete
Ripping the very soul from her
Torn muscles tighten
Frighten
Her energy is gone
She tries to yank the tube out to stop the deed
But she was too late
As the sound goes from full to empty
She suffers the worst pain in her life
The skies lost color
Time stood still
She paid her dollar
Her tears left fire marks in the sidewalk
Overwhelming
Her soul screaming
Her nightmares are reality
16 years old
Having to let go
Became women
As she lost her childhood
Hula-hoops fall
Jump ropes lost
Momma’s shoe too little
Her heart cannot dream
A mass of blood and tissue
Useless
She carves Egyptian words into her arm
Ancient knife slices the pain from her eyes
Peels the skin back to find nothing
She is left to bleed to death
Floor saturated with gore
As her mother snores.
Behind the bathroom door
Her spirit leaves her body and perishes
Only memories to cherish
One tear still wet
Imaginary silhouette
Still on the cold table
Crying out for another chance
To birth life out of her womb
Not hearing the moans
Or going through it alone
Rewind to the choice
Loud to hear her voice
To get one more opportunity
Just to see what would become
Of the black little girl,
Who lived in a cold lonely world.

Erica Denise Dunlap 11-3-03


Me, Her, She, We, Us

She stared into her heart and was trapped
She picked up a pen and started a scribe
After she wrote she felt a little better
From her mind poured a sacred letter
The words came out and filled the paper
Alphabets came together as words
She had no idea of where they came
But she knew that after that she couldn’t be the same
Her pen became her outlet
For the things in her past
Able to pull her out of the rectangle mental jail
That she has locked herself in
Once she realized that were she was, was no more
That in this life she needed room to grow
Her freedom came from her fingers
The smell of fear lingers
Scared to let the truth be known
Afraid of the unknown
Lies in her life shone
Searching for her self under every stone
Tossed around in a cyclone
She finally finds a smooth place to set her feet
Where she didn’t have to be discreet
Never to repeat
The bad things that caged her
Constrained her
Restrained her
Now freed her
Liberated her
Extricated her
Emancipated her
Held her
Loved her
Rocked her
Sheltered her
Became her
Paintbrush
Where she spits the colors of her mind
On canvas made of life
Left as a memoir of her time
This is me, her, she, we, us,

Erica Denise Dunlap 2003
Secret Garden

Allow me to taste you
Hold you
Let you hold me
Drench me in your manhood
As long as you understood
No one has to know
Our little secret
Perfect and quiet
To keep closed in a silk covered memory
Anthony Hamilton serenades us
Sending me flying into you
Feels like a dream
Rolling around the bed
Amongst rose petals
Yellow, white, and red
Feeding strawberries
Drinking champagne
Drips down my lip
To my chin
Down my chest
You chase
Between the mountains
Through the valley
Across the mighty Jordan
Into the sea
Blue clear waters
Splash our bodies
The sands stick to us
Binding
Together
Perfect lips
I outline them with my tongue
Enjoying the sweetness the top one holds
Taking your hands round my waist
As I have longed forever this moment
In your arms
The candles create
Perfect pallet of colors and smells
The hot oil being poured onto my skin
Catches the candlelight
Glistened
Sparked another consciousness
Then I realize that you are not mine
I am not yours
In our separate lives
Separate cars
We have to close the doors
For as much as you love me
Need me
Want me
Inhale me
Scream me
Feel me
You can’t have me
No one has to know
Our little secret
Perfect and quiet
To keep closed in a silk covered memory
Perfect pallet of colors and smells
Release this spell
Let me be free
No one has to know
But I know
I know
I know
I know
No more………………………..

Erica Denise Dunlap 10-13-03