Jessica Murat
When in pain we execute tears,
When in love we execute tears.
What is the meaning of all this?
When will I leave these tears that flutter?
When can I understand that everlasting moment of you being in me?
When can I catch that endless need of holding all love within
and in taking all things surrounded by our love.
Queen
Jessica Murat
Evenly Divide
Love is pain, pain is love
See I could not see all the fog in my eyes.
And you seem so real to me.
But, see we didn't have to pretend.
You didn't expect it from me
And I didn't expect it from you.
Shit, we both made the mistakes we can
evenly divide through time.
Love is physical
Love is mental
Love is emotion
Infatuation is instant gratification.
Magnify the passion that was lost inside.
We both deserve so much more then this.
We can evenly divide.
Jessica Murat
EYES NEVER DISGUISE
I was on my own path to freedom,
just know I'm here for you, forever true.
All of me, all my care, my courage and my respect.
All my trust, all my compassion and my understanding.
My joy, my strength my pride and all of my faith.
I don't wanna sour my mind of ill thoughts of you
or what you may or may not do.
So many thoughts, maybe the time is due;
that we shouldn't mangle until faith can build a bridge.
So you can really hold fast to the beauty of captured heart.
From you to me, I can see the distance in your eyes
and eyes never
Disguise.
Jessica Murat
Lonely
Oceans apart from each other,
I thirst for you, you yearn for me.
You seem like the water and I the sky.
I watch you so intensely and yearn to touch you.
We can only long to touch when rain falls from the sky
and embraces the water below.
Heat rushes quickly in my vein,
lighting crashes I hear you scream.
I turn around and no one's there.
I feel your breath and smell your closeness.
I turn around and no one's there.
I feel your touch, I try to hold on
but, you let me go and you 're not there.
You're an illusion in my mind that ever lives.
Jessica Murat
PROCEED
I must say that I've made steady
Invitations for you to admire my Philosophies.
All you wanna do is blow trees.
I've laid down my heart but, I can't make you love me.
I'm not tryin to purchase you with my jazz.
Simply my giant steps to communicate with your ass.
Break down these walls and really see all the beauty within me.
Jessica Murat
Survive
I'm forced to be who I am; I am the outcome of my own circumstance.
Now I gotta reach higher cause I don't believe the sky is the limit.
You can go beyond.
Flip your self right instead of wrong.
There will always be hate, so be open to change.
Don't make the same mistakes time after time.
Caught up in there chimes.
Blinded by all there lies.
Fake ass tie that never binds.
It corrupts your mind to intertwine with swine.
I'm forced to be who I am;
I am the outcome of my own circumstance.
I am Stronger!
I am Powerful!
I will be fine!
Jessica Murat
Zero
Your filthy flesh, no longer could I feel.
My innocence turned to hatred. My dreams
turned to ashes, haunting in flashes.
Why I kept believing? Why I kept trying?
Knowing you were lying.
Now my heart cries,
My childhood dies.
In moonlit nights I wonder why you
couldn't see what you were suppose to be.
Now I look in the dark with no love,
no inspiration, wondering,
what did you ever sacrifice?
Queen
Jessica Murat
T.V. Reality, Life
I'm a Poem
I'm a Pimple
I'm a Book
I'm a Cd
Have you really noticed
the change from:Beatbox,Break dance,
Street jam Freestyles?
Now its: Violence to Guns, to Name,
Fame, Drugs, Ego's, Implants, Bling
Bling in are dictionary, little Barbie Girls,
sold out to image creates of
Child Molestation Skirts and Mid-drifts.
Stop them from being further longing in
Breaking in strong binds of hood love.
Broken apart by all their hatred.
Self-Egos, Prey- Hunters, fallen boys
Like Biggie and PAC, Dre and Easy-E,
Nas and Jay-z and the list goes on
To you out there Who Hate For No Cause.
Brothers, Sisters bring salvation,
Break away Temptation, Be Strong and
Explosive with Soul and Truth.
I'm Lazy
I'm a Video
I Don't read
I'm T.V
I'm what you kid wants to be:
I'm 12,000 Murders Kids see
Before the reach the Age of 14
I'm Plastic Surgery: changing
What my savior made: Me
I'm a song in definition:
a sang- lyrics put to music
With no meaning.
Have you really noticed the
change? People are not acknowledging
there truest element.
We are blinded by the chains:
our Ego
We must develop and select rhythmic
Realism within self: We All Want Peace
Open to change Strong Binds With in Self!
Stop me from being further long:
But I've discovered that I'm a Beautiful
Song: So Show You To Be Peaceful, Be Humble,
Be Quick To Give, Be Slow to Speak, Be easy
To Forgive, Be Love, Give Love, One Love!
Queen
Jessica Murat
What the devil did to my soul
You pushed all my buttons.
You distinctively gathered all my shame,
all my tears, all my fears, all my lies.
I felt so cold, my core trembled and quivered.
Thought I could never unravel this ink, you
pierced under my skin, in my pages. I was
open. I was vulnerably naked.
Always felt ugly, sick, unwanted, unloved.
Losing my mind, you won over myself control.
Never felt you coming.
You crept in my mind, in my blood, in my skin.
In my vain persistence, you existed and dwelled.
I couldn't speak the truth, cause you left all my wounds open.
I was losing this battle as you dictated my every move, battering my mind day and night.
You selected your editions of me and peeled away at each page.
As you took me whole you opened new wounds, feeding on my flesh.
You tasted my blood every moment of the way.
Jessica Murat
This is my joint
My soul fell with style.
My feelings left alone.
I existed for you.
My temptious rage has
left hemorrhage in my hands.
Broken hearted.
It burns my skin,
it cuts my veins,
it rips my heart.
As I was giving all my power,
you peeled away at
My souls desires.
Always felt I wasn't good enough.
All the memories seep
divinely through my
tears.
Queen
Jessica Murat
Passing Bye
All my dementions have fallen with grace.
Theres no new place for what I feel.
I must release this, increase this
letting go. Harded then I thought.
I gotta release what all went wrong.
It wasn't only my doing it was you too.
We made the mistakes we can evenly divide.
All was pure,
All was true.
Until the mistrust entered the door and are hearts sunk to the floor.
It made are love poor and useless.
It slowly left without a trace and we tried to hold on for to long.
You had alot of lust inside of you.
The time has come it's all opening my eyes.
As I see whats really real
I cried my heart to you how could you leave?
Queen
Jessica Murat
Pause
You out me on pause while you lived your life.
I'm dieing inside.
The marrow of my heat is being devoured by you,
every word you say so cruel and everything you do so rude.
You relish my veins as you consume them.
Your feast as you rip away with every her.
As I shed you have no fear,
just continue the course.
Your dessert is my salty tears rolling from my brown eyes.
Jessica Murat
My Diamond
You are all I've ever wanted; you never muttered a word to me.
As I expressed my most inner vital systematic position to you.
Blown away by you, you take my breath away.
I'll never forget the first day your beautiful face smiled at me, and told me I was pretty;
I think I was 14 yrs-old. Your sexy brown eyes, a dark brother, sexy skin tone smooth. A body beyond mention, pearl white teeth, smelling good,
looking good. Always a beautiful smile, soft lips, gentle touch, gentle kiss, gentle love. He can draw me near always. I always wanna feel his soft
kiss, graze sweetly across my lips. It hits me deep down in the middle of my spine. He is always kind, he always makes me smile. As soon as I
know he's around, I'm warmed by his presences. He is one of my spiritual stimulation. I mean more to him then physical penetration, cause he
tells me so. He drives me to flow like a lullaby, no matter what's happened in a day! He's never mean, he always asks how my dayz been. He is my
friend as each day passes and we grow to know each other more. He maturely accepts my imperfections, as I do his. He is patient with me, he
respects me, he trust me, and he is secure and un- threatened by outside influences. He makes me wanna be, wanna feel, better together. I am
the one who speaks to his heart. He is apart of me and he makes me feel safe always. My love is round and he's got me bound. I know this is real
cause; it's much to amazing how I feel. Never truly felt this way before, this rush in my body it's sometimes out of control.
But we always discuss, how we can't let are weakness take control. It's worth so much more when we have each other instead of just others.
It's worth it to wait cause it's been a long time coming anyway.
He is all I desire, He is my only love, He is my fullness,
He is my weakness, he's my strength, my temptation ,my revelation, my drive, my fire, He is My diamond
Jessica Murat
D Angelo
A wise element of a soul, loving,
Aspiring natural
Techniques.
Teaching nobility and respect.
A brave heart, sexy your style is so unique.
Sometimes
I wish I could take
a peek, to feel
what you feel and
seek what you seek.
The joy brought by
your smile, opens
your mouth to speak
knowledge you freely
being you. And that's true!
Jessica Murat
all rights reserved 2004
Location: Miami, Fl
DOB: 6/15
Hobbies: Poetry, Reading & Music
Whats hot for me right now and keeps
me inspired is....J.C. the most high
King of kings, Mos Def, Saul
Williams, Talib Kweli, Jadakiss, Jay-z,
EME, Langston Hughes, Dr.Wayne
Dier, Dr.Dre, Neptune's,Dip Set,
Ludacris, Dave Matthews Band,
Roots, Def Poetry JAM, 103.5 The
Beat Miami, Fl!!, OUTCAST, Marley,
Hendrix, Kravitz, Hobastank,Young
Buck, No Doubt, Luther, Sizzla, Buju,
Sanchez, Saki, Beres, Killer Cam,
Maroon 5, John Mayer, Jason Mraz,
Joss Stone, Styles,Banks, Lil Jon, Pit
Bull,Phat Joe, Mary J, Tigger, Dj Epps,
Dj Kalied,Cece Winans, Dj Irrie, Dj La
Smoothe,TI, 36Mafia, Method &
Redman, Papa Keith,Super
Cindy,Fred Hammond, The Baker
Boyz, John Little, Oprah, Alicia Keys,
Russell Simmons and TRICK DADDY
rep'en MIA 305!
